rules of comedy!

come see rules of comedy!!!
starts tomorrow, march 4, 5, and 6
starts at 730, $5
at brighton high school
limited seating so get tickets fast!
(friday night is pretty much already sold out.. so.. go wednesday or thursday!)
i know its kinda last minute.. but it would be way cool if you could come!

feeling better

so you know how i was all stressed out in first period? well then in second i cried for half of the period.. it finally reached its breaking point and i spilled! i still got my assignment done and such but ya know.. it was just sad cuz so many people went up to me and asked if everythings alright. they thought someone died or something! i mean i was crying for literally half the class period! but i told them i was fine and that i was actually feeling better. and the rest of the day after that was just fine and dandy and completely normal like i had never had that little half and hour of crying part of my day. so just letting people know that i'm doing better and all is well.
oh! another thing, referring to my advice on college blog, i have made my decision and i feel that it is the right decision for many reasons.. i will be staying here and working for a year. i have so many theater learning opportunities here and i have a good job that has good promotion opportunities here and i can stay at home or live with friends here and i can focus on my goal (ucmt) and slowly progress to adulthood and feel more confident about it all rather than jumping the gun and going over my head. i simply just feel better about staying here. so! there ya go. oh! and i wrote a poem about my overload in creative writing today! here it is..

~congestion

i'm sick
stuffed up
mucus
stress
wanna scream and
let it all go
away

eyes puffed and
filled with
blood
worry

nose running and
filled with
snot
anger

ears plugged and
filled with
fluid
white noise

thoat scratched and
filled with
damage
cries

mind congested and
filled with
running
thoughts
thoughts
running
away from me
scared
stuffed
up
stiff

i'm sick
sick of
damaged cries
fluid white noise
snot anger
bloody worry
mucus stress
sick.

in need..

sitting in class..
absolutely nothing to do..
i'd totally get on facebook!...........but the school computers wont let you go on those sights..
and i'd watch some sort of tv online...............but my computer's sound isnt working..
So!!
here i am sitting in class listening to my ipod and letting my thoughts race.. my thoughts are starting to give up.. losing its own race..

yes. thats busy. that sick of being sick. that tired.. in need of a break.
but ya know we're performing rules of comedy next week and i think once i'm on stage performing and this tri is over things will turn up again. and also its the sweethearts dance tomorrow and i'm really excited for that! it will be nice and relaxing and fun and i'll blow some steam through dance. best way to blow steam :} another is performing. another is poetry. i'm currently writing a great one. i'll post it when its finished and polished.
another great way to blow steam? venting.. thanks for reading mine. i already feel better..

WAIT! one more thing!! i suffer from a very severe and deathly case of spring fever.. i cant express the agnst and the need for warm thin jacket weather.


that is all.
thanks for letting me lift a little of this load.

advice on college? :/

ok..so! heres the thing. i need to decide what exactly i'm doing after i graduate, and i'm having a difficult time because no matter which way i go i'm on my own financially which scares me.
so heres my situation. for absolute sure i will be going to ucmt (utah college of massage therapy) in a year or two. thats a 7 month college and is one of the best massage therapy schools in the nation. i am for sure going there. but now i have the dilemma of what to do till then. i did get accepted to suu in cedar city and i have a $1000 scholarship there and i would love to go there for a year to gain some university experience and to have a fun little adventure. but i would be on my own 5ish hours away from home without a car and about $250 in addition to my scholarship. i'm scared of getting into some serious debt for a year of college that wont help me towards my career. so i have the other option of working for a year and saving up my money for ucmt.
now i look at this situation and the smart one would be staying home and working, but i dont want to miss out on a good opportunity. so.. if there is any advice anybody could give me and help me give me some insight so that i can make this decision before its too late..

update!

hey! its been a while since i've blogged. so ok i'm gonna update!
so i went to uta a little while ago. it was soo much fun! we went to a lot of fun workshops, saw some awesome plays, i got new headshots, and got to spend so much fun with jon and all my theater buddies! it was so much fun best uta ever! :D also while we were there, i asked jon to sweethearts, brightons valentines dance! i made him go on a scavenger hunt! it lasted the whole 3 days! it was great! :D and he doesnt want to admit it, but jon loved it ;)
and then this week, i'm performing in the dance concert at brighton. i'm doing some ballroom! jitterbug! its way fun :D and then next week and week after that we're doing after school rehearsals for rules of comedy, and then on the first weekend of march, 4, 5, and 6, we'll be performing the show! you all should come see! its about, well, the rules of comedy, and we apply these rules to shakespeare's hamlet! starts at 7, tickets are 5 each, and the audience will be sitting on the stage with the actors so that means fewer seats. only about 100 seats maybe a little more each night, so if you could get back to me and get pre-sold tickets, that would be better and you would get a guaranteed seat. so please get back to me if youre interested!
so, finishing my update, my life is theater, work, and my wonderful boyfriend jon! yup! love that boy.. yeah! lol! :D

i need a hero!

hello! its the happy weekend! and i had so much fun! friday we didnt have school and i got to sleep in look at some music for theater and i just sat at home and relaxed. it was so nice! and then yesterday, i rehearsed my scene with mike. i love that scene! its so deep and simple at the same time. its really quite poetic! ok i have to explain it now that i have perked your interest ;) so its about these two strangers riding a ferris wheel together. the man, john, is a traveling salesman trying to quit smoking. the woman, dorie, is an eccentric person and rides a ferris wheel once a year to get over her fear of heights. these two people are in their late 20s/early 30s and they're single and even though these people are completely different from each other, they both have this want this need for human contact and a connection with someone. so they get to know each other while they're stuck on this ferris wheel and its really touching and funny and its just a great scene! and i have a great scene partner! our scene's gonna rock in comp!

so yeah! we rehearsed our scene in the early afternoon. then at like 6 jon and bowen picked me and alicia up for theme. we went to noodles & company for dinner, then we went to the dance. we were at the dance for quite a while! i didnt think we'd stay that long..but we were there almost for the whole thing. we stayed til the last song. then we went to walmart and we had a scavenger hunt! it was soo fun!! we ended with a tie..even though me and jon kicked butt..lol! yeah it was sooo much fun!!

and then today is my daddy's birthday! i dont think he'd be entirely happy if i put his age up on blog so..lol! but he and my mom went out friday night and came home saturday afternoon. they seemed to have a lot of fun and dad was really happy for his birthday, so thats all that matters! lol! yeah fun stuff! and now the next big thing is this next weekend we're going to uta! i'll be sure to take pictures and post on facebook and i'll put the best ones on blog. lol! so thanks jon bowen and alicia for a super fun weekend! lots of love!

alicia, bowen, me, and jon

lois lane and clark kent/superman

mary jane watson and peter parker/spiderman

damsels in distress! save me superman/spiderman!

superheroes revealed!

maida and jon, theme '09 <3

:/

i havent blogged in a while.. course not much has happened.. although much will! and that'll be my next big blog. but for right now i wait for the great exciting things to happen. and i'm still working on patience..... its hard. :/
but these past few weeks have been good! i was sick for a while though. in fact its really weird. cuz well ok! so the last weekend of the winter break, i got a migraine and such and it wasnt much fun.. oh! side note! that sunday i went and surprised jon from the airport cuz he was in florida the whole 2 weeks and i went with his sister to pick him up and it was so fun to surprise him :D anywho..during that i was ill. and i missed school cuz of the migraine and such. and then i had this weird freak thing happen..my ear was plugged up for 2-3 days and it just unplugged itself over night and it was weird. and then i was really weak and such and then i woke up one day and my eyes were puffy! like really puffy it was weird! and my throat was a little swollen too.. so i went to the doctor. the doctor didnt even know what was up with my puffy eyes! weird..but he said that i probably had either strep throat or mono.. the whole mono thing would not have been cool.. and he took a strep test and it was negative but he gave me drugs for strep anyway and i started taking them and i didnt even use all of them before i got better..... so yeah that was just weird!
and then for this past week i've just been hanging out.. nothing extreme or exciting. well i've been working for my teacher ati so that i could go to uta cuz it cost 180 and i dont have 180..so we, me and jon cuz he's poor too, were working to pay that off and today is our last day! we've been working for her for about a month now..so thats exciting :) oh and i'm going to the theme dance this weekend, my dad's birthday is sunday, i get to meet jon's dad that lives in dc this weekend, and next week we're going to uta in ogden/weber state where lots of fun alumni go to school and all sorts of super exciting stuff like that! so fun to come! but right now..nottin. :/