back to where we were :) happy again

alrighty so! once upon a time i wasnt happy because my boyfriend wasnt treating me the way i should be treated. so then we broke up. but once upon a time i loved this boy and even though i was strong put myself above all other i wasnt happy without him. i was single for about a month, almost a month. and i was trying so hard to be a fun flirty single! trying so very hard! but i just couldnt get a date..i almost had one with a guy, i got one with my ex.., and i did have one set up with a guy but he ditched me and went on a date with another girl..so i started getting discouraged and my ego was hurt. and it didnt help that jon, this boy i still love, was flirting with a different girl and that was younger than me and it was just weird for me..and we still talked to each other all the time and everytime we would start to play around and have some fun with each other we'd miss each other and be sad and discouraged..we both tried so hard to forget each other. we both tried so hard to hate each other. but nothing was working and the feelings were still there and still so strong. it was so very hard. and then wednesday of last week we had our drama club closing banquet where we said good bye to seniors and gave out awards and the seniors kinda pass the torch off to the juniors. it always gets emotional after and everyone is hugging each other and crying and i wasnt crying..until i went up to jon. i didnt want to say good bye to him. we were on the phone that night and we basically told each other that we still had feelings for each other and we'd like to try again. so! now i am very happy with my wonderful boyfriend jon! and for those who are protective of me and thinking, wait they broke up because he was treating her the wrong way!, well dont worry :) jon has promised me and my family and friends that were ready to kill him..that he will change and that he will never make the same mistakes. he has kept his promise already! there has already been a huge change in him! and now we have a new appreciation for each other and we have a stronger love for each other. i do love you so much jon! and i am soo very glad we're back together! :D
and on top of everything great, i have two days of school left! i'm graduating from high school on thursday and i am so very excited!! i am so excited to spend the summer with my sweet boy :D